My mind Is in my head,and i put it in my hands. i cant make roads where i am so i created my own land. Its crazy because i'm not lazy,i actually work out and play sports. i'm considered a trouble maker,but never bad enough to attend court,but i do attend school hoping i have a less stressful creative future, but i will find out on this long stressful adventure.
Lets Call It A Knight!
Its been awhile since I’ve grabbed those delicate hands Made in china,its been awhile since I’ve played in your hair till you feel asleep in my lap,rub your back till you feel asleep in my arms and kissed your forehead till you feel asleep in my heart..Naw its not love,its basically the gathering of ones deepest insecurities given to another individual for safe keeping.. Hold on tight for me.. Its BEEN AWHILE since I’ve taken This ride…..
I dont see no wings,maybe she cut them..i don’t see no wand or hand gestures so why when shes in my presence a smile appears? I catch myself falling for her every touch,looking for her every kiss. When she announce her arrival, i wait by the window but when she surprise me, her hugs have to hold me up from passing out.. This partner i once had,was no partner,because she stood tall thru hell,held her head up in fire and bounced back from fears..not knowing she was only visiting,SHE MADE A HOME…………I LOVE HER! i swear to god i do,and i pray my angel visit once more
What hurts the most was taking away my last chance that might have been the first step to change! I’ve been a bitch,crying and weeping and begging.. I’ve been dumb remembering all the positive memories of us being together and feeling like we can change the world,but negative was thrown at me constantly,i was a fool to think if i blame everything on me she would see that what really matters is her and not her faults,and hope she see the same thing in me….
There are good times,there are bad times,and then there are the time you left your watch home,those are the time that a memorable, remember when we went to this party and just crashed it? You remember when we got drunk and went skinny dipping? Yeeeea those were the days!! Now all i have is sleepless nights…..sometimes im glad i left my watch home but the times are stuck with me forever
“Im moving on,moving forward,im moving on without you”..yeah But what about the ones who are still there? What about the ones who are still in love,devastated by what has happened,they have felt like they’ve been left behind, not saying they can’t move forward but they just won’t.. not even the baby steps into something new. They say There is a thin line between love and hate,but when your in love„ there is no line at all………
